my computer is still as crazy as ever.
my msn is down. & its weird tht it can only function normally when i changed my status to 'appearing offline'. whenever i go online/away/busy/ (you get it), the computer will restart itself automatically. smtimes i find it weird tht i always encounter funny computer problems like this.
-.-''
so for those who thought i became a nerd like 8) & mug even during the holidays,
NOPE I DIDNT. im online almost everyday as usual, just tht i cant go "online".
its the holidays & my computer is down. AH. i feel like killing it. why cldnt it spoil during the promo's period or smthg. HOLIDAYS YOU KNW. :\
just felt the urge to blog again. maybe because my nights now are quieter. (without msn and stuff like tht) it kind of leaves me some quiet-me-time to think.
not tht i love to think, but i always find myself doing so. lol.
& today, i was thinking...
maybe if time could turn back,
many stuffs would be changed.
& it wld be so much different from nw.
there's really many many of such if-only-it-can-be-changed stuffs for me.
things like friendship. maybe? shall not list them down.
this thought will always come to my mind once in a blue moon.
& i always end up feeling yi(2) han(4) about some stuffs.
sigh.
thought no.2.
i went to dig for my meg cabot book 'size 12 is not fat' just nw since i've go nthg to do and it kind of reminded me abt this.
i was always hesitant abt reading meg cabot books because i always felt tht ppl will think tht its childish of me to be still reading such books at my age. this feeling gets stronger as i turn older. (LOL?)
hahah. maybe its really silly of me. -.-''
i love reading sometimes! eh, quite random?
its 12.30am. lol. there's econs lecture tmr.
so im off.
though i dont think i will go off to sleep aft this. HAHA.
